Spell of Moon

Why does heart desire the one who is impossible to get ? Why does mind recall memories of who is no more in your life ? Why do you think about them every night ? Why is it difficult to move on even when you know you have hit a dead end ?

Road of life has many turns and on one turn you find that one. Even though you didn't believe in the constitution of that emotion and you laughed on the Freinds who cry for their loveloss. You fell for the same "Spell of love". At first you didn't acknowledge it but slowly, hours of talking and comfortness with them made it difficult of spend time without them. You try to manage work, home, friends to get time for them. Which helped you realize that you both are more than friends. In true love, world knows about your love before you do.
Being in a relationship you think about things which you had never cared for before like pimples, dressing sense, looks and most disastrous "emotions". Emotions of how you feel about things that happen in your life and your lover's.
No doubt being in a relationship helps you to improve your personality, how you carry yourself, how to talk with opposite sex, this also gives you confidence in your day today life and not to forget loads of happiness.
For a time love life runs smoothly but after some time the ride becomes bumpy and hectic because of various issues on both ends like family problems, lies, ignorance, cheating. Sometimes a misconception or lack of understanding or trust ends your love ride.

Then starts a safari of shallowness,  suffering and pain in your life which grows more than love you ever got. The breakup starts with headache and ends with heart break.

People are part of life. You should take positives out of your relationship and focus on your future.
Your love taught you many things however took away ample of time from you which you could have devoted towards your career. Ultimately you will flourish with good career and education.

That's why please don't drown in your past rather work hard to secure your future. I know easier said than done, but trying is all in your hand. Remember " tute Dil se hi sangeet nekalta hai" - Rockstar.